Sunday, September 27, 2009

Losing a lil battle

Everyone has throughout their life lost some battles.Some have lost matches, football or hockey or badminton or watever it is, some have lost fights, some have lost their loved one's. Losing is a word that is hard to come by, since one is so use to winning, losing is sad, its depressing at times, but one needs to remember that losing is part of the process. Be patient when you lose,think why did you lose, and you might just learn something from it.

Sometimes you need to lose a lil more,and learn a bit from it. It doesn't really matter if you lose, what makes you stronger is to come back from it, and win it there after. Losing gives you courage, courage to fight again, its a word that is hard to come by because its not really associated with losing but then again courage is as often the outcome of despair as of hope, in the one case we have nothing to lose, in the other, everything to gain.

You can only lose if you have something to lose, a man who has nothing to lose is a sad man, having nothing, nothing he can lose. A man can lose but a man should never surrender, you lose, keep your head high, cause you gave your best, but somehow someway somewhere you werent good enough. Keep fighting till the very end, and if you still lose then you can be proud of it yourself. I was asked how does it feel to lose, and here is my answer to it.....

Monday, September 14, 2009

Assignments, assignmnets and a lil more assignments

i woke up in the morning with only a single thought in mind, and that is to finish of my bloody assignments. I have 3 assignments that are due this week. BDS which was today, on wednesday its tax 2 and followed by adv auditing on thursday. A last minute person i am, and i have to admit its not the best of things in the world. I must admit though, i should have planned it earlier. Nevertheless with BDS all finish, im really looking forward to finishing the other two.Im quite confident with my abilities to complete the assignments on time, this is not like the first time im doing it during the very last minute. So hopefully by thursday im done with all of it and i can enjoy my weekend, have fun, and then off course study for my finals

Thursday, September 3, 2009

52 years and counting

52 years have gone by, and Malaysia has grown from strenght to strengh
i wouldnt deny that we had our fare share of problems
to say we are perfect is just being plain stupid and denying the simple facts,
but in the end, nothing is ever perfect, you have to make it perfect,
im proud of my country
although i must be honest certain issues and things really dissapoint me alot
nevertheless this is my home, and there is no other place like malaysia

but malaysia was not born without a struggle
the sacrifices made by both politicians and soldiers deserve great recognition,
there were days that we were unsafe, our fathers and grandfathers had their fare share of problem with the communist, we have our problems with mat rempit and snatch thef to name a few.

im a lil dissapointed though, see i watching a documentary about CPM and how was the situation back then in the 50's and 60's. Im dissapointed that although the government has not allowed certain high ranking CPM members to come back here, there are some that has been allowed to do so. See they were terrorist and they dont deserve to be a part of us. It doesnt matter if its one person or a thousand CPM members, in the end their coming back and staying here is a disrespectful act, a humiliation to the soldiers who have lost their life', mothers who have lost their sons, wife's who have been widowed. All this happening is like granting the person a new lease of life at the expense of other more deserving people.

This should have never have happen, sorry to say it did. Hopefully it never happens again. Leaving behing the issue of CPM, i hope malaysia will be a safer place to stay and for once we can get rid of mat rempits and snatch theft. I do hope that one day everyone, no matter what race you are, no matter where you are from, kampung or the city, no matter what is your skin colour, we will all be the same. To all malaysians happy independence day guys. I know its a little late but it doesnt really matter doesnt it? It should never be late to love your country